In Madrid for a Complutense professor position

Tomorrow at 11.00, I will be confronting another candidate for a position of professor in the "Facultad de Informática" at Universidad Complutense of Madrid. I don't have any opportunity since the other candidate appointed 2 out 5 jury members, but I gonna fight for it; as I fought all my life long... alone! One must be too crazy or desperate to go through this situation, but I feel that I can't do otherwise. I only think in the "combat" with concern, I'm conscious of the risk , but I want to fight for the new life that I'd earn if I won, I gonna fight to honor my principles and manhood and also for whom is not more with me. I think her in this lonely and bitter instant, in which I'm watching over my arms for the combat of tomorrow.